Lyrics

I've been so afraid to change that I've just stayed 15 in my mind
What am I gonna do?
Yesterday I saw my old friends, they moved on without me
Why can't I do that too?

I'm afraid of getting older, scared of growing up
I don't even know if I should try
I'm a loser, I'm a freak, and I've been feeling stuck
Can't see myself past 25

I've been so exhausted that I can't get out of bed all day long
What am I gonna do?
It's a teenage battle that I know I'm gonna lose
Why can't I outrun the truth

I'm afraid of getting older, scared of growing up
I don't even know if I should try
I'm a loser, I'm a freak, and I've been feeling stuck
Can't see myself past 25

I'm afraid of losing out
I don't wanna miss the best years of life
I'm not a child anymore
And I miss the way I used to see through innocent eyes
Everything is changing
I wish it'd stay the same sometimes

I'm afraid of getting older, scared of growing up
I don't even know if I should try
I'm a loser, I'm a freak, and I've been feeling stuck
Can't see myself past 25

No I can't see myself past 25